Dear diary,

I had no time to write yesterday because I didnt feel very well. Yesterday was such a weird day because so much has happened.

For example, when I was walking in the gardens I discovered that the marquise du Fiennes has a sister. The poor thing! I walked a bit with her when we saw my dear cousin the comtesse dArtois. We started talking (the marquise du Fiennes for example told me she is always having a gun with her?) and then my cousin started talking. She asked me about what happens in the bedroom between the dauphine and the dauphin! I didnt knew what to say! You know, I usually dont like to talk about.. you know..the great work.

After that humiliating event I went to the dauphine to help her choose one of her new gowns. Should she choose the pink one or the pink and blue one?! It was such a hard choice! But eventually we decided that it would be the best if she would take the pink one. Because she has some gorgeous fans that match with the gown!

Then I must prepare myself for the dinner at 12 pm. I did my hair (with some feathers in it!) and put on my fabulous pink gown! Though it was so hard to stand in I looked fabulous! I walked to the room where everyone was waiting. We were waiting for the king who 48 minutes later apparently was busy. Probably with du Barry

At the dinner I didnt feel well at all! Because I had to look at the duc de Rochefort snorting on the food constantly. He and the duchess are obviously having a lot of relation problems! It was hilarious but also disgusting! I walked (read: run for your life!) away into the gardens for a walk. After my walk I decided not to return and go to my apartments. Where I could sleep a bit earlier, so I have enough energy today!

Bye my diary,

I see you tomorrow.

Dear diary,

Today was such a lovely day at Versailles. First I had lots of tea with my dear sister-in-law, the duchess de Chartres. I am so happy for her, she is getting a baby! I am a bit jealous of her, I would love to have a baby. They are so adorable! I wish my husband didnt die so early, we could have made such gorgeous children together.

After my tea with my sister I went to the dauphine. She was talking to count Mercy. He is nice and I think he likes me as well, but I mostly dont know what hes talking about. Because he uses such difficult words! After count Mercy left I had some time alone with the dauphine. Apparently she wants to go to some kind of ball or opera! Those events are always ending so late! I would rather go to bed early, but the dauphine just loves the night.

But, theres another reason I couldnt join her to the ball. I wanted to give my condolences to the prince de Carpegne. Who recently lost his wife. Honestly, I never knew her, but it made me so sad I couldnt stop crying after I got back to my apartments. I am now a calmed down and writing this diary page.

Oh, before I forget, tomorrow I will visit some of the poor in Paris. I have some bread I want to give to them. Because they are suffering so much lately.

Bye my diary,

I see you tomorrow.